Well I have been a bit lately to be honest. Feeling a bit directionless, and I can't really figure out why because when I take stock everything seems to be going okay. But lately I've felt like I'm losing interest in everything, like I've run out of steam, used up my quota of enthusiasm.
I enjoy it while I'm there, but never want to go and do the baby group that I'm now tied to doing. The garden and growing veg is going well, mostly, but some nights i go to bed and wonder if or why I even like gardening. I'm anxious all the time and my health hasn't improved in the way I'd hoped it would and in not sure where to look for help, which is strange as I've always been pretty sure I knew how to be healthy, and feel healthy. How do you break out of a cycle of apathy? Maybe we just need some nice weather (and a good night's sleep!)
Enough of that, anyway. We've been doing a few bits and bobs in the the house. Will seems to have had a little change to his tastes and has been going
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